2001-04-26
feeling kinda
y'know, i'm sorry. it's too personal for right here and right now. if you got to read the story, great. if not, it will probably be back someday. but right now it just feels wrong to have that out there. sorry.
later, that same day...
okay, since some of you have asked - yes, i'm fine. no, nothing is wrong. yes, i'm happy that you asked. it's always nice to have people watch out for you.
it wasn't a bad story. in fact, i'm rather proud of that particular bit of writing. it was just ... a bit too personal. oh, alright. it was intimate! hot! steamy! and fiction, because i can imagine more interesting things than happen in my life.
and yesterday it seemed okay to share. then today it didn't. despite the fact it's fiction, it's still a pretty personal thing. well, all writing is, i guess. and leaving the story out there made me feel naked and vulnerable in a way i didn't like.
you know, i can't even apologize the right way for taking it back. see how that word, 'naked', just jumped right in there? all on its lonesome. i had nothing to do with it, i swear. *g*
